So, Sourjya got placed today. and I’m like super duper happy… and all I feel like doing is this :3
OMG my baby is growing up :’)
I really thought I could be one of the finalists. I really really did.
So, when I got the letter this afternoon, it killed me.
I opened it, excited. Only to be faced with the worst.
The TV blared in the room. The voices- muffled and distant.
And I just sat there. Unable to feel.
It’s one of those worthless feelings. What use is believing in yourself
if there’s not much to believe in?
It’s a poem I posted here before (deleted before participating.
It’s one that got good reviews).
And one close to my heart.
So you know how it feels.
I haven’t told anyone yet.
I’m a bit embarrassed to be honest.
Uggh. I’m just plain sad.
Anyone with similar stories? or anything really..
It would be nice to catch up with you all.
(Mail me at firstname.lastname@example.org )
Love and hugs,